I Wish You Could See Me Now

I wish you could see me now
All grown up from that little girl
That little girl you were friends with
The one you once knew

I wish you could see me now
See what kind of person I am
To see what you made me
Or what you didn't

I wish you could see me now
Although I think I'm someone
Someone you don't want to see
A person you wish you never knew

While you grew up nice and strong
You forgot about me
But you were my friend
And I cannot ever forget you

While I grew up
I decided I didn't like who I was
And changed
I'm not the person you knew

I'm someone new
Someone you don't know
One you don't remember
I'm just not her anymore

I wish you could see me now
Spilling my words like blood
Onto paper and into your minds
Hoping for some contact

I wish you could see me now
Holding onto the slim chance
That we'll meet again
Because the world is that big

I wish you could see me now
All grown up from that little girl
The little girl you were once friends with
The one that you don't remember